is time for update..
SAT2dae i slp until 1+.. kos too tired.. al de daes of dnt boot camp reali wear mi out.. IS TIRED.. haha.. den ltr in de noon when to mit serene.. was kinda weird.. kos too mani ppl.. when i mit her.. i was lyk SO MANI PPL?!?! lol den was kinda shy so didnt reali tak den half way i walk away kos i feel left out bax.. den go arcade play play lo.. haha.. den nth special lo.. tt's all
SUN2dae wake up earli go church lo.. den mit james and go tgt.. nth special.. jus go church den go back home lo.. i regretted hearin james mp3.. bad.. is was when i addicted to fort minor Where'd you go.. i dam addict lo.. once reach home ask ppl for tt song.. IS SOOO NICE! cant stop listenin to it.. I MISS YOU SO.. haha.. how i wish i can share tis song w my special one hu i luv.. bud too bad.. i noe it wun b possible.. deres is onli her own special songs in her heart.. kissgoodbye and here without you.. how i wish.. dere wil b a song tt belongs to us.. bud.. it wil neva b real..
where'd you go? i miss you so..
MONsame old ting.. go sch.. actuali was suppose to mit my fren bud she overslept den didnt liao.. haha.. first 2 period.. DNT AGAIN!?!?! de workshop was so dusty til i keep sneezin.. i super sensitive wan.. =X haha.. den eng get back compo results.. I PASSED!! SURPRISIN!! BUD overall stil fail.. sian.. den get back my poa paper.. fail oso! WTH! den physics.. more power.. i got 0/60!!! i m dead meat liao la..! go ite liao!! hai.. die die die.. how i wish sum1 can giv mi a shot right in my face to wake mi up.. or kill mi den at least wun b stress up and take O.. i wanna go poly.. i wanna take up my dream course.. Music and Audio.. tts wad i wan. and i wan.. bud nw.. hai.. i shall nt giv up.. for tts wad i wan.. and i shall achieve it.. i WIL TRY MY BEST TO GO IN!
right i m stil super addicted to de song le.. LOL!
to de one i luv..
sorrie tt i didnt talk to u as much as last time.. is nt i hav forgotten u.. u r alwas in my mind.. is jus tt.. u hav ur luv ones.. u dun nid mi so i didnt talk to u as much as last time.. i noe even if i m by ur side.. u wun come to mi.. u wil go to ur loves ones.. is ok.. i dun blame u.. =) i noe i dun even hav a foothold in ur heart.. is ok.. i m tryin.. i m tryin nt go fall into so deep.. i m tryin.. =) jus rem i m by ur side alwas.. how i wish i can b ur "love ones", how i wish u can let mi into ur heart, how i wish we wil hav a song belong to us, how i wish...
al i noe is.. al tt is jus a fantasy.. a fantasy tt wil neva happen.. miss you
~simplifier~
back frm boot camp.. sian.. 2dae de boot camp no gd no gd.. tirin la! i whole dae do nth except to file de 7 pieces of acrylic and to buff it.. u tink ez ar? so boring lo.. at dere file and file, sand sand buff buff.. tired lo.. use alot strength to file wan u noe? bud at last.. my buffin is super SHINNY! yea! did a wel job.. at least i spend lots of time and i did a gre8 job. tmr shall b de last boot camp.. tmr my sch celebratin racial harmony.. i intend to wear malay traditional clothes// lend frm my malay fren.. dunno how wil i look.. =x
die.. i realise tt i startin to.. luv u..
when u tel mi tt u r talkin to de one u luv.. i feel sad and jealous.. suddenly mood change.. kos i do not lyk to hear u se tt u luv other ppl.. when u tel mi u hurt urself.. i feel sad helpless and heart breakin.. when u r hurtin urself.. u r hurtin mi too.. i do nt wan to c u sad.. hurt.. =( when u jus nw sms mi sae wad u wan die.. i feel terrible.. to c u in such a depress mood.. i reali hope to help u get out of ur depression.. it hurts mi to c u in such a state..
u r 1 hu i ask u to c my blog.. u r de one hu i cal u s..... i lyk u is kos ur character.. u may seem fierce bud i noe deep inside u r v fragile.. u nid sum1 to luv u.. by nw u shld noe tt u r de one.. u r.. dun doubt.. u can freign ignorance.. i dun mind.. u can continue to sms mi or come to mi.. al i noe is tt.. most painful luv is luv unspoken.. so i shall tel u.. u r de one.. de one hu i cal Soxxxx..... i m tryin to hold myself frm goin deeper.. i m tryin nt to go so deep.. kos.. i noe.. u wil neva b mine.. i m jus a extra person hu jus walk into ur life.. and jus a person hu u cal 0cxxxxx...... and u alrd hav sum1 u luv =)
i wish upon de sky.. u wil b fine.. u wil b alrite.. u wil b healed.. and once happy.. once cheerful.. tts wad i long for.. for u to happy.. and b w de one u luv =).. dun depress wor.. promise ya? =) happy alwas ~simplifier
boot camp.. hmm hhaa.. was nt tt bad i tink? when i go for dnt.. mrs abdul sae she change my new idea and new redo.. i was lyk WTH?? REDO? haha.. so redo lo.. bud dunno why.. 2dae enthu sia.. i fin alot of tings.. i tink i fin 50% of it? lol! dunno y so enthu oso.. i fin cuttin drillin vacuum formin and stuff.. was a fulfillin dae 2dae.. haha.. injured my finger while cuttin stuffs.. bud nt tt serious.. stil can use.. LOL!! get back my eng results.. IT SUCKs.. my comprehension gt 9/25.. w/o summary.. my class highest was 12.. =.= haha.. guess my class tooo slacky.. united.. LOL! haha.. sad sia.. eng so low.. 2dae was a bit down.. kos of sum1?? dunno y i down i oso dunno sia.. cant b i had fallen for her.. OMG let it nt b tt.. m i nth to her? m i insignificant to her? i m jus a extra ting to her.. 0.0.. y wil i get so sad over wad she said? y wil i get.. jealous? =.=.. and down oso kos eng results.. hai.. tts al for 2dae.. tmr boot camp again! yea.. dnt rawks.. >.@ ~simplifier
back again.. 2dae.. didnt go sch.. stay at home de whole dae lo.. was borin.. spent my whole dae dota-in.. bought a speaker and i m dam broke nw.. how how? dunno le.. dun kare la.. play dota.. shiok.. SF rawks.. shadow fiend raawks.. haa.. 2dae.. hmm wasn't reali in a gd mood kos i found out sumting.. i dun hope to announce it or wadeva.. and plus i didnt slp.. havin a freakin bad headache.. headache make my mood even worst.. hai.. i hate liars.. liars sucks.. y mus she lie? frm de dae she know mi lie until de dae i cut contact w her.. i reali cant take it.. i dun wan a lie-friendship or wadeva.. liars sucks.. F off.. or mayb i m jus plain naive, in a nice way, or simpily, stupid.. stupidity kills.. perhaps is time for mi nt to believe ppl easily.. perhaps.. or? assurely i wun trust/believe ani1 easily.. once again.. i stil wanna thks her.. for givin mi back de life of simple.. simplicity.. =)
i m tinkin of a 4-letter word.. nt de bad word. bud.. de common word.. L-O-V-E.. jus wad is love? sum ppl sae.. love is... jus a waste of time.. is stupid/blind.. is jus a feelin.. great to b in love.. luv sucks/hurts.. so.. how do u define tt? i dunno.. love indeed is a crucial part of our life.. if u hav, ur life complete, dun hav, life imcomplete.. is jus lyk a jigsaw puzzle.. u nid to find the perfect piece to make it whole.. love is nt a mus bud is indeed a nid... love does nt meant possession of de person.. bud to c de person happy.. i m willin to do aniting.. jus to c de radiant wonderful smile on her face.. wher is my missin jigsaw puzzle?? is it lost? perhaps?
Do u believe tt true luv exists? my ans is.. no.. it dun exists.. wads urs? can ani1 prove mi wrong? =X tts al.. tmr hav dnt boot camp.. til 6.30.. zzz.. smile.. ~simplifier
now is at ym's lan shop.. nth do so shall blog bax.. 2dae didnt go sch.. partly kos nt feelin well.. and another reason is kos wan pon sch.. gt dnt boot camp.. sian.. basically whole dae didnt nth except for dota-in.. and designin tis blog.. al thks to xiao hui tt my blog is out.. if nt it sucks.. lol.. nth special.. tmr no nid go sch.. so can don.. hha.. yea yea.. signin off ~simplifier
